Immediately after I had spoken the words, another voice was speaking. Not audibly, but a quiet, still, small voice - the voice of the Spirit of God that resides within me. The one that Jesus said would "guide you into all truth." He said "No, you don't. You don't deserve any of my blessings. You should know by now that my blessings are not dependent on anything you do. My blessings flow from my nature."
It's not what I do. It's who He is.
As I thought about this through the remainder of the week, I became more convicted of how much I take for granted God's blessings. The truth is that everything in my life that I call "good" is from Him. "Every good thing given and every perfect gift is from above, coming down from the Father of lights, with whom there is no variation or shifting shadow. " (James 1:17)
It's so easy to begin to think that the good things in my life are a result of my talents and efforts. They are not. If a certain result it attained due to the ability to work hard and long, I must remember that He is the one who gave me the ability to do so. If there is anything I do that I seem to "naturally" do well, it is because He has blessed me with the necessary aptitude and gifts. None of the good things of life are a direct result of what I do, and because of my sin, I deserve none of them. It is not because of what I do or what I deserve, but because of who He is.
The truth is that God is so abundant in his blessing that I cannot even keep track of them. In the 103rd Psalm, David wrote:
1 Bless the LORD, O my soul,
And all that is within me, bless His holy name.
2 Bless the LORD, O my soul,
And forget none of His benefits;
3 Who pardons all your iniquities,
Who heals all your diseases;
4 Who redeems your life from the pit,
Who crowns you with lovingkindness and compassion;
5 Who satisfies your years with good things,
So that your youth is renewed like the eagle
Note what he said in verse two - " And forget none of His benefits". His blessings are so abundant that it hard to remember them all, thus David's words of caution not to forget them. Psalm 103 speaks of God's benevolence (vv.2-5); grace (vv.8,9); mercy (v.10); love and forgiveness (v.12); compassion (v.13); eternal nature (v.17); and sovereignty (v.19). All of these "benefits", also known as blessings, flow to us because of who God is. He blesses us with benevolence because He is benevolent; with grace because He is gracious; with mercy because He is merciful; with love because He is love... None of this comes to you or to me because we are deserving. It's not what you or I do - it's who He is.
Exactly one week after I received those two calls presenting business opportunities, something happened within my business that created a very difficult situation. Both my heart and my head are telling me that the resolution to this problem will involve a very hard decision on my part - a decision that will likely cause a great deal of stress and pain. Even as I struggle with this decision, I know that somehow, in some way, blessing will come out of it. I will be able to say:
Bless the LORD, O my soul,
And all that is within me, bless His holy name.
Bless the LORD, O my soul,
And forget none of His benefits;
I know that this is true, because I know that blessing comes not because of what I do, but because of who He is.
In Christ -
John
Soli Deo Gloria